Hello everyone, you know the way some of you call me "geek" or "online junky" or...? Think we all need a brief explanation which we shall call " geekhappiness".
Let's move on with my personal geeky experience, of course keeping in mind that I'm not a hardcore nerd at all. I am much into gaming/IT and recently have been involved in a lot of social media (something my friends and family despise :-) ). . That been said, I really enjoy the rewards I got from this "high - tech" experience. From the various changes in lifestyle that I got like vegetarianism and yoga (a bit later about that) to opening up to new ideas like those given by movements such as wake up world and zeitgeist movement (a bit later about that, too). And this are just one of the many things you get when you go beyond the realm of banality. Opening to the new and letting go the old. Perfecting yourself and the way you interact with your immediate environment. Things so many people round the world are missing out on due to the simple fact that they prefer to believe in the idea that the world is good the way it is and that's alright. Horrible. Then why the f**k is everyone making all those jokes about geeks and so on, right? I mean here are a type of people who are perfectly logical and seem to be the ones who have just what it takes to save our planet from apocalypsis :-). All this fear of people who think differently, reminds me of this story my friend told me the other day:
Once upon a time there was this wise man who predicted that in the near future, all water on Earth will vanish,and humans should take all vessels available to them and and fill them up with water. For though the water will be gone, it will come back, but will be completely undrinkable. Saving up water will save them from sure death and misery. Everyone thought this "misfortune teller" was a liar and there is no point listening to him. Everyone, but one man. A man who believed in this prediction and made sure he had enough "good" water saved up. Then of course the "day of thirst" came and everyone was taken aback. Some died, some cried and some waited for that very day when water, be it as bad as it be, would come back!!! It came back quite alright, but as the people rejoiced and drank it, they lost their minds and became mad. Everyone, but the one man who saved up water. Everyone became crazy, but he was sane. And as he watched all this mad men around him he started crying. Crying from fear and despair, from shock and pain, from loss and abomination. At this moment one of the "crazies" came up to him and asked him why is it that he is not drinking all this "nice" water that appeared out of nowhere? He said that if he drank it he would become a mad man. They all laughed and he went on crying. They all said he was crazy and stupid and should be killed or well beaten, but some said that maybe if he drinks "nice" water he would be saved. Out of despair the man drank it and as he did so, he became like everyone else and everyone was crazy, everyone was happy...
Still not seeing the connection? Let me help out...
Geeks = Wise man....
Everyone else = Everyone else
Yes, I agree with your post! I often end up in a geeky/nerdy group rather than popular, party-goer group of kids because I am naturally inclined to study various geeky things, and I am also an introvert. When I was young, free from society's stereotypes, I really focused on experimenting and doing what geeks would do without feeling sense of shame or inferiority. I was the only child back then, living with grandparents and spending most of the time on my own, but I was happy with that. But then TVs, medias etc started making fun of nerds and that completely crushed my identity and had to pretend who I wasn't for a long time. For the same reason, I never openly admitted that I had been a gamer for 7 years (since Grade 1), even to my parents, and that fear of being humiliated worsened my ability to connect with people.
ReplyDeleteUp until recently I have deeply hated non geeks because I felt they did not appreciate the geek world and on a personal level, I built a wall between them. But then I realized I was the one who was not appreciating others...I think we should appreciate each other whether we are geeks or non geeks.
Thanks for the post, I've secretly been wanting to meet/share opinions and experiences with another geek!
Hello Christine L. Great to see your comment. And even greater that you identify with what was written in this post. Talking about identity crush, really feel for you and want to say that you're not the only one who went through the bizarre road of faking personality. Indeed, I went down that road as well, but in a slightly different context.
DeleteP. S. Thanks for the participation, it's a real pleasure:-)